Dilemma

[cyberpaladin85]

To put it simply, I believe that the feeling of emptiness and deadness inside me is because I'm lonely; and that makes perfect sense. At GenCon SoCal 2005, I was interacting with other people, and did not have that feeling there.

Sadly, alleviating that problem will not be easy. Most of my childhood friends are really busy, or live to far away right now to do anything with them anytime soon. Additionally, my friends here on the board are scattered across the country, or in some cases, the world, so that further limits my options.

However, what I think that I really need is someone who's more than just a friend; I need someone whom I can be intimate with, and I don't mean sexually. I need someone who has a lot in common with me and whom I can easily and confortably talk and communicate with. Someone who can be there for me when I need them. Someone that I wouldn't mind being with for long periods of time.

Sigh, if only I had the balls to go out and meet up with people. Alas, I'm far too timid for my own good. Faint heart never won fair partner, I suppose.

[Marcus Starkiller]

Same problem here from time to time.

[Nik Vecto]

Yeah, many of us have those problems.... However, just remember that there are about Six Bilion of us on the planet. I'm sure that there's an intimate friend like that, a blood buddy, for each of us. Hang in there.